FALL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT with someone, IS IT REALLY DOES EXIST??

FALL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT with someone, IS IT REALLY DOES EXIST?? (Written in early May 2014 by me, old diary aight)

Would i believe in it? Yes i think it does exist.. I have once experience it.. Just recently.. Just.. my bad luck, it doesn't ended up well for me.. And it's really hard to forget and desperatingly break a heart if the reciprocity from that 'someone else' is Ignorance..

YES! LOVE AT FiRST SIGHT, IT DOES EXIST!

It could be anywhere, anytime, any place..

But it all depends on the person you fell in love with to be as whole as LOVE..

If not..if you get a bad reciprocity from that person you fell in love with.. 

Well its your bad luck..

So sad huh.. : ( 

haha. My bad.. My bad..

HOW TO WEAR A PURITY RING? (ALL RELIGION VERSION)

HOW TO WEAR A PURITY RING? (ALL RELIGION VERSION)

Wearing a purity ring is a statement that you will abstain from coitus until sometime you decide to leave your Celibate life.Choosing to wear one is a big commitment&it shouldnt be taken lightly.Here is how to do it:

1) Take the time to really give it some thought.See if you are dedicated enough to wait.If youre already thinking about coitus all the time&you dont plan on staying pure, theres no need for a purity ring.its ok if youre already not VIRGIN!

2) Pick a purity ring.Purity rings dont necessarily need to have Bible passages engraved,Alternatively,you can get a plain old ring that you wear on your ring finger. Make sure,however,that it doesnt look too much like a wedding ring.you dont want people to think youre already taken! You can always wear ring with an Asexual logo too if you want.

3) Wear your ring with Pride.When people ask what it is,boldly say "Its a purity ring.It symbolizes my celibacy&that I am practicing abstinence."

SILENCE IS GOLDEN & STAY HUMBLE

SILENCE IS GOLDEN.

Stay under the radar..

Live the humble life & frugally..

Don't show-off, be efficient..

Be realistic, Be mature..

Even if your 'inside-wallet' is much more wealthier than most of the people around you..

BE WISE.

Namaste.

*this is not Passive-Aggresive.. Just a personal statement.

CAPRICORN's Duality Element and Personality explained in short-way

#CAPRICORN sign is actually a Sea-Goat.. Half element is #Earth and the other half is #Water. Capsies always switch back and forth from being #Solid & #Stable (from their earthy element) to their more darker persona which is #Manipulative & #MasterMind (from watery element). The other example of zodiac which has 2 elements is #Aquarius (Air & Water). Talkin' zodiac-wise ya. ✌

Vegetarian: Body & Soul Purification

Body & soul Purification..#Detox .. Veggies for dinner!!!! Hehe i'm back 80% like the old days, i'm reviving my old broken promise.. #Vegetarian and 'the enlighten' way of life.. Namo Amitabha 🙏

.UNDERSTANDING PLATONiC LOVE.

.UNDERSTANDING PLATONiC LOVE.

To simply put.. Platonic Love is to love somebody without LUST.. Well.. Could YOU be in love and relationship with somebody without Lust???? Maybe even in the state of semi-celibacy?? I guess not.. i doubt that everybody could done that.. Maybe one in a million.. And i believe in that and i prefer Platonic way of Love personally..

Can you imagine starring at the sea with your couple just relaxing, maybe just holding hand slightly?? Starring each other at the edge of the sea for a whole day or night?? Slightly starring eyes to eyes and nose to nose for hours with your couple..Well THAT's the PLATONIC WAY OF LOVE!!

You're in a relationship with his/her SOUL NOT his/her body..That's uninterestingly ordinary.

Body is just a body! not interesting enough, what interesting is the purity of soul and the chemistry of each other relationship..Within the eyes,brain,chemistry&HEART..

IS IT WRONG FOR BEING TOO FASHIONABLE (AS A BOY)?

IS IT WRONG FOR BEING TOO FASHIONABLE (AS A BOY)?

Well.. Why not?! Men & women are created as equal right? So why not.. Go for your own style.. Fashion.. Even make-up.. Even if it's feminine but it's suitable for you.. If you(a boy) are prettier than some girls because of your looks.. Well that's your luck, that's your surplus.. You should be proud not shame!! As long as you're not bothering another man.. YOU MAKE NO MISTAKE!! Don't be afraid of what you didn't do wrong..

~ I, myself believe in Freedom & Equality ~

UNDERSTANDING THE VOID AND THE "CUTS" OF BORDERLINE(BPD) & PSYCHOPATH:

UNDERSTANDING THE VOID AND THE "CUTS" OF BORDERLINE(BPD) & PSYCHOPATH:

Some of BPD person (mostly just in 1 personality/phase) & Psychopath (almost all the time) have the tendency to feel the Void "emptiness".. And it all came so suddenly and unexpected.. They want to feel alive.. Want to feel something lively.. Want to feel the interpersonal emotion and empathy.. But they just simply can't (BPD in that special phase). So they have the tendency to go Sadistic (hurt anyone else,usually the needs of total control) or Masochistic (Self-Harm)..So for the 'CUTS'..The Masochistic tendency type..Its just simply they want to feel alive coz they couldn't..They simply live in the cage of VOID..It doesn't mean that they want to show off that they were scary or something, its just the way they coupe with the "Void" to stay and feel alive..

*ps:only cutting and write the name of your loved one..It doesnt mean that youre BPD or Psycho,VOID IT IS!

-ONLY TO STAY & FEEL ALIVE-

Instagram: a little bit of something from my travel journal

For my Travel Journal reference..

add my Instagram ID: @benayacuriosa

Many thanks cutie-pie peeps.. ;)

10 Reasons to Stay Alive!

10 REASONS TO STAY ALIVE ! (SUICIDE PREVENTION TIPS):

1) There is always a reason to live.It might not be clear right now,but it is always there

2) If you believe in heaven, you will never go to heaven or at least you are in the most difficult position to get a ticket to enter the heaven

3) If you believe in Reincarnation,your next life would be much more worst than the current

4) I Love Myself.Even if only one person loves you,&that is yourself..that's still a reason to stay alive

5) You won't be able to listen to music if you die

6) Finding your soulmate. One soul is a half of another..maybe now you still not meet him/her,but when the time comes, you would know for sure that the EMPTINESS would go away!

7) Proving people wrong with your success. Revenge! & they can Kiss Your Ass all that "humanity fucker"when that moment comes

8) Being able to help other people.Doing good Karma&Dharma.Everlasting Love

9) Seeing every single country in the world &its beautiful Beach &Sea

10)STARGAZING

Perfectionist Problems

Life is a Struggle for Dignity and Pride. Everything has to be Perfect. I don't like failure. I have to be Perfect. Don't everybody know how hard it is feel when everything according to my head has to be perfect? And don't you know how is it feel to fail if you are Perfectionist by nature (genetics)?

The Essence of the Middle Way explained

The Essence of "The Middle Way" is to understand that LIFE IS FULL OF SUFFERING. To life is to suffer.. To help others as much as you can.. even if you are suffering.. You're doing your good Dharma and Karma to get it back to you.. Life is a cycle of reincarnation and if you want to get out from the wheel of samsara then you must suffer, help others, and save your good dharma and karma. Therefore, by me doing full-fasting, it adds balance to the nature and its people.. Maybe will helps heal those who suffer by me GOING THROUGH SUFFERING. Willingness to suffer and do good things purely to others is the essence of goodness in become "Enlighten"..In other words i'm doing Good Dharma and Karma by Suffering from Food. And the nature will adjust itself to those who needs Health, help, etc because of my or one suffering affect Nature's balance. Bla bla bla bla bla im sleepy but cant sleep so i wrote to cheering up myself.... #sleepwriting

Journey to be a better person

Journey to be a Better Person:

I'm glad if i could help people without expecting anything back in return. May my dedication to the nature will help me gain good karma through life. This Today morning will be one of many step for my better future.. Set my goal! Concentrate and do well.. 100 IBT is the target! Concentrate and Perfect!

5 SONGS I FIND SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER a.k.a. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY (SPLIT PERSONALITY):

5 SONGS I FIND SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER a.k.a. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY (SPLIT PERSONALITY/KEPRIBADIAN GANDA):

1) MORRISSEY - Alma Matters 

"Because to someone, somewhere, oh yeah..Alma matters In mind, body and soul In part, & in whole.."

2) EMINEM ft. RIHANNA - The Monster 

"I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed. Get along with the voices inside of my head..And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy.."

3) PINK - Split Personality 

"Tell me what do they see when they look at me..Do they see my many personalities?"

4) EURYTHMICS - I Love To Listen To 

"I love to listen to Beethoven..."

5) EMAROSA - Utah

"Let me fight! Let me fight!Let me fight! and pull away from you!"

Now you all know a bit more about Multiple Personality and how trouble it is living with the condition.. #SupportDID👌

Dark Reality about Humanity (must read for the undiscovered truth!)

DARK REALITY ABOUT HUMANS:

In 1 of every 200 people that you've ever met is secretly a Psychopath.. And thats the percentile of us them amongst humanity.

BUT!

In 1 of every 100 people that you've ever met is secretly a Sociopath.. And that's a dark reality you have to face because Sociopath is far more worst than Psychopath, they can easily go undetected within us humanity and their percentile is much more higher than Psychos..

There you have it!!

*Even Psychos hate those Sociopath because they envy their cleverness to hold out 'the Secret' so good !!!!!!!!

DON'T YOU KNOW THAT THE MOON-CYCLE ESPECIALLY FULL MOON HAS AN EFFECT ON HUMANITY BEHAVIOUR & MOOD?

DON'T YOU KNOW THAT THE MOON-CYCLE ESPECIALLY FULL MOON HAS AN EFFECT ON HUMANITY BEHAVIOUR & MOOD? Police data supports the truth of that fact, more crime and mayhem erupting on nights when the moon is full. And the word ‘LUNATIC’ comes from the Latin word for moon – LUNA. In conclusion.. The Full Moon brings out "THE CRAZIES" to the limit.

And by the way, august 11, 2014 in indonesia hemisphere was a SUPER-FULL MOON EVENING of this year. - written by B.C. Stephen (from the data)

Life is a STAGE.. And we are the Actors

"Life is a #Stage.. And we are all were forced to be the #Actors.. So put your mask on baby! And start #acting out the way you wanted others to perceives you to be! It's all begins with an act, only then you'll surely achieve the realization of your #Dream.." - Words by one of my very #BestFriend rewritten by Me

Sharing today's Wise Words from the people for the people 😉. #Cheers 🍷

Wise word from 2 wise people for tonight

"For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and everyone who humbles himself will be exalted" - YESHUA HAMASIACH 👇

👆 "All phenomena are impermanent, therefore clinging & aversion only bring suffering" -BUDDHA

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