Monday, December 29, 2014

A BEAUTIFUL SEASIDE ESCAPE IN A HECTIC CITY.


Located at Muara Karang, Pluit, the end of the bay of Jakarta, BAYWALK MALL is a hidden gem of this crowded and hectic city. A beautiful escape to those who lives in this overcrowded metropolis city. Offering a new concept of mall, this beautiful seaside mall has quickly become famous amongst the people of Jakarta and even for expatriate in this city.
Located next to Jakarta's Waterfront, Baywalk Mall at Green Bay Pluit is a new iconic seaview shopping destination with more than 200 of both leading Indonesian and International brands. Developed and operated under the trusted developer, Agung Podomoro Land, Tbk, Baywalk Mall offers a lot of attractive leisure experience with it’s beautifully designed Outdoor Waterfront, 3 Ha Botanical Garden, and diverse choices of restaurant and cafe by the sea.
The Outdoor Waterfront is the specialty of Baywalk Mall, with it’s dancing fountain, music, and lighting, also lines of cozy bench for the visitor to enjoy the seaview, this mall offers a relaxing and refreshing experience in this beautiful bay area of Jakarta.
Baywalk has strives to become the newest family destination for shopping, dining, lifestyle, and entertainment in North Jakarta.

~ Written by B.S. Lee

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

BEHAVIORAL BASED INTERVIEW (BBI). What is it? And why it's useful for Interviewing new employee candidate?


BEHAVIORAL BASED INTERVIEW (BBI). What is it? And why it's useful for Interviewing new employee candidate?

BBI is a job interview technique used to interviewing candidates.It is an 'open-ended' question&concern more on the interviewee rather than the interviewer.The question term being used in BBI is always starts with "so tell me story about you..".It explore the candidate more because it makes candidates more relaxed,the candidates will tell the story more in a personal way rather than formal way&it will reveal the candidate's personality more in deep because it touches interpersonal experience as it is a behavioral based and personality question to be analyzed by the recruiter and the candidates will surely more honest to answer the question therefore the answer to be analyzed is always 80% valid.Nowadays in western world,it is being used more than psychotest because the question will not be outdated and can't be faked by the candidates, so it is efficient all the time. -Steven Lee

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Understanding Altruism

ALTRUISM

Altruism is a type of behavior or act in which a living being whether it is an animal or human sacrifices their own interest for the other,could be of their own kind or other species too. Altruism is basically the opposite of selfishness.For such example is when a group of meerkat were out,one would standing looking out for predators,if the sentinel sees a predator,it gives an alarm cry alerting other meerkats to run&seek shelter.Altruism can be found in human interaction,such as when somebody donating his kidney to unknown others eventhough a person donating the kidney didnt know the recepient well.But in all of that Altruism act in this life theres  a hidden recipocracy to be expected by such individual giving the act,whether they knew or not.While on the other hand the man that donates the kidney,he didnt received any money or whatsoever,but werent he became a hero in the eyes of the society around him?&thats recipocracy.As such,if theres Altruism,there must be Recipocracy!

- Steven Lee

CAPRICORN, SKEPTICISM, & FIRST IMPRESSION. WHY THESE ARE TOO IMPORTANT FOR THEM?

CAPRICORN, SKEPTICISM, & FIRST IMPRESSION. WHY THESE ARE TOO IMPORTANT FOR THEM?
As simple as that.. First impression and also the beginning of how us were being treated by someone to us about the level of respect and chemistry are all that matters for us, Because! We have almost #Constant Judgment and Prejudice which is unchanged for eternity. So therefore if someone make a lot of mistakes in the beginning of a relationship with a #Capsies , their negativity to that person will be too hard to change. And i can say, that particular person in blame almost guaranteed will never see the true goodness and positive side of THE #CAPRICORN . On the other hand i can say that its better to make a mistake with #Capricorn LATER rather than in the BEGINNING of a Relations because their view of something is so Constant, almost infinitive. First Impression is all that matters to #Capsies from what i observed and I Repeat.

~ Written by Steven Lee ✌

Thursday, October 2, 2014

PROS & CONS ABOUT ZOLOFT (SERTRALINE):


PROS & CONS ABOUT ZOLOFT(SERTRALINE):

Sertraline (trade brand:Zoloft) is an antidepressant drugs usually given by psychiatric to patient with disorder such as Social Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar, Major Depressive Disorder, as well as acute panic and neurotic patients.The drugs is quite famous within psychiatric world, BUT, there's some downside you need to know before you decide to choose Zoloft.
Here's The Pros&Cons about Zoloft:

PROS:
-Fast Dopamine Action noticeable to get you active just within a day
-Weight gain less likely
-lowest rate of Cardiovascular side effect

CONS:
-Big chance of failure in treatment for Bipolar patients,the worst you have taken if bipolar is the disorder
-Bipolar patients tend to be in Dysphoric state (aggresive angry,smash everything tantrum sort of)
-Higher increase the chance of SUICIDAL feeling&tendencies in BIPOLAR,Depressive,&Social Anxiety Disorder(SAD)
Now you know.. My suggestion, if you are A BIPOLAR or S.A.D person DONT TAKE ZOLOFT! I suggest take Chronazopam instead, writer's believe it is a more stable drugs with lighter side effect.

TO WRITE.. TO STAY ALIVE..



TO WRITE.. TO STAY ALIVE..
The only thing that keeps me alive up till now is to WRITE. I Love Writing so much. WRITING is the biggest part of my life, its my natural brain remedy. As long as there's still a freedom to speech and i can Write.. I don't care about anything, any opinion, all that does not matter to me.. i just love to write and write and write.. I'm writing whenever and wherever i could. I hoped that someday my written-works could be useful for humanity goodness.
All i can say is..
The only thing that keeps me steady and helped me up to 'feel' and still alive up till' now is to WRITE. 

- B. Stephen Lee -

Thursday, September 25, 2014

FALL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT with someone, IS IT REALLY DOES EXIST??


FALL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT with someone, IS IT REALLY DOES EXIST?? (Written in early May 2014 by me, old diary aight)

Would i believe in it? Yes i think it does exist.. I have once experience it.. Just recently.. Just.. my bad luck, it doesn't ended up well for me.. And it's really hard to forget and desperatingly break a heart if the reciprocity from that 'someone else' is Ignorance..

YES! LOVE AT FiRST SIGHT, IT DOES EXIST!
It could be anywhere, anytime, any place..
But it all depends on the person you fell in love with to be as whole as LOVE..
If not..if you get a bad reciprocity from that person you fell in love with.. 
Well its your bad luck..

So sad huh.. : ( 
haha. My bad.. My bad..

HOW TO WEAR A PURITY RING? (ALL RELIGION VERSION)


HOW TO WEAR A PURITY RING? (ALL RELIGION VERSION)
Wearing a purity ring is a statement that you will abstain from coitus until sometime you decide to leave your Celibate life.Choosing to wear one is a big commitment&it shouldnt be taken lightly.Here is how to do it:

1) Take the time to really give it some thought.See if you are dedicated enough to wait.If youre already thinking about coitus all the time&you dont plan on staying pure, theres no need for a purity ring.its ok if youre already not VIRGIN!

2) Pick a purity ring.Purity rings dont necessarily need to have Bible passages engraved,Alternatively,you can get a plain old ring that you wear on your ring finger. Make sure,however,that it doesnt look too much like a wedding ring.you dont want people to think youre already taken! You can always wear ring with an Asexual logo too if you want.

3) Wear your ring with Pride.When people ask what it is,boldly say "Its a purity ring.It symbolizes my celibacy&that I am practicing abstinence."

Sunday, September 21, 2014

SILENCE IS GOLDEN & STAY HUMBLE


SILENCE IS GOLDEN.
Stay under the radar..
Live the humble life & frugally..
Don't show-off, be efficient..
Be realistic, Be mature..
Even if your 'inside-wallet' is much more wealthier than most of the people around you..
BE WISE.
Namaste.

*this is not Passive-Aggresive.. Just a personal statement.

CAPRICORN's Duality Element and Personality explained in short-way


#CAPRICORN sign is actually a Sea-Goat.. Half element is #Earth and the other half is #Water. Capsies always switch back and forth from being #Solid & #Stable (from their earthy element) to their more darker persona which is #Manipulative & #MasterMind (from watery element). The other example of zodiac which has 2 elements is #Aquarius (Air & Water). Talkin' zodiac-wise ya. ✌

Vegetarian: Body & Soul Purification

Body & soul Purification..#Detox .. Veggies for dinner!!!! Hehe i'm back 80% like the old days, i'm reviving my old broken promise.. #Vegetarian and 'the enlighten' way of life.. Namo Amitabha 🙏

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

.UNDERSTANDING PLATONiC LOVE.


.UNDERSTANDING PLATONiC LOVE.
To simply put.. Platonic Love is to love somebody without LUST.. Well.. Could YOU be in love and relationship with somebody without Lust???? Maybe even in the state of semi-celibacy?? I guess not.. i doubt that everybody could done that.. Maybe one in a million.. And i believe in that and i prefer Platonic way of Love personally..
Can you imagine starring at the sea with your couple just relaxing, maybe just holding hand slightly?? Starring each other at the edge of the sea for a whole day or night?? Slightly starring eyes to eyes and nose to nose for hours with your couple..Well THAT's the PLATONIC WAY OF LOVE!!
You're in a relationship with his/her SOUL NOT his/her body..That's uninterestingly ordinary.
Body is just a body! not interesting enough, what interesting is the purity of soul and the chemistry of each other relationship..Within the eyes,brain,chemistry&HEART..

IS IT WRONG FOR BEING TOO FASHIONABLE (AS A BOY)?


IS IT WRONG FOR BEING TOO FASHIONABLE (AS A BOY)?

Well.. Why not?! Men & women are created as equal right? So why not.. Go for your own style.. Fashion.. Even make-up.. Even if it's feminine but it's suitable for you.. If you(a boy) are prettier than some girls because of your looks.. Well that's your luck, that's your surplus.. You should be proud not shame!! As long as you're not bothering another man.. YOU MAKE NO MISTAKE!! Don't be afraid of what you didn't do wrong..

~ I, myself believe in Freedom & Equality ~

UNDERSTANDING THE VOID AND THE "CUTS" OF BORDERLINE(BPD) & PSYCHOPATH:


UNDERSTANDING THE VOID AND THE "CUTS" OF BORDERLINE(BPD) & PSYCHOPATH:
Some of BPD person (mostly just in 1 personality/phase) & Psychopath (almost all the time) have the tendency to feel the Void "emptiness".. And it all came so suddenly and unexpected.. They want to feel alive.. Want to feel something lively.. Want to feel the interpersonal emotion and empathy.. But they just simply can't (BPD in that special phase). So they have the tendency to go Sadistic (hurt anyone else,usually the needs of total control) or Masochistic (Self-Harm)..So for the 'CUTS'..The Masochistic tendency type..Its just simply they want to feel alive coz they couldn't..They simply live in the cage of VOID..It doesn't mean that they want to show off that they were scary or something, its just the way they coupe with the "Void" to stay and feel alive..
*ps:only cutting and write the name of your loved one..It doesnt mean that youre BPD or Psycho,VOID IT IS!
-ONLY TO STAY & FEEL ALIVE-

Instagram: a little bit of something from my travel journal

For my Travel Journal reference..
add my Instagram ID: @benayacuriosa
Many thanks cutie-pie peeps.. ;)

10 Reasons to Stay Alive!


10 REASONS TO STAY ALIVE ! (SUICIDE PREVENTION TIPS):
1) There is always a reason to live.It might not be clear right now,but it is always there
2) If you believe in heaven, you will never go to heaven or at least you are in the most difficult position to get a ticket to enter the heaven
3) If you believe in Reincarnation,your next life would be much more worst than the current
4) I Love Myself.Even if only one person loves you,&that is yourself..that's still a reason to stay alive
5) You won't be able to listen to music if you die
6) Finding your soulmate. One soul is a half of another..maybe now you still not meet him/her,but when the time comes, you would know for sure that the EMPTINESS would go away!
7) Proving people wrong with your success. Revenge! & they can Kiss Your Ass all that "humanity fucker"when that moment comes
8) Being able to help other people.Doing good Karma&Dharma.Everlasting Love
9) Seeing every single country in the world &its beautiful Beach &Sea
10)STARGAZING

Perfectionist Problems


Life is a Struggle for Dignity and Pride. Everything has to be Perfect. I don't like failure. I have to be Perfect. Don't everybody know how hard it is feel when everything according to my head has to be perfect? And don't you know how is it feel to fail if you are Perfectionist by nature (genetics)?

The Essence of the Middle Way explained


The Essence of "The Middle Way" is to understand that LIFE IS FULL OF SUFFERING. To life is to suffer.. To help others as much as you can.. even if you are suffering.. You're doing your good Dharma and Karma to get it back to you.. Life is a cycle of reincarnation and if you want to get out from the wheel of samsara then you must suffer, help others, and save your good dharma and karma. Therefore, by me doing full-fasting, it adds balance to the nature and its people.. Maybe will helps heal those who suffer by me GOING THROUGH SUFFERING. Willingness to suffer and do good things purely to others is the essence of goodness in become "Enlighten"..In other words i'm doing Good Dharma and Karma by Suffering from Food. And the nature will adjust itself to those who needs Health, help, etc because of my or one suffering affect Nature's balance. Bla bla bla bla bla im sleepy but cant sleep so i wrote to cheering up myself.... #sleepwriting

Journey to be a better person


Journey to be a Better Person:
I'm glad if i could help people without expecting anything back in return. May my dedication to the nature will help me gain good karma through life. This Today morning will be one of many step for my better future.. Set my goal! Concentrate and do well.. 100 IBT is the target! Concentrate and Perfect!

5 SONGS I FIND SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER a.k.a. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY (SPLIT PERSONALITY):


5 SONGS I FIND SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER a.k.a. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY (SPLIT PERSONALITY/KEPRIBADIAN GANDA):

1) MORRISSEY - Alma Matters 
"Because to someone, somewhere, oh yeah..Alma matters In mind, body and soul In part, & in whole.."
2) EMINEM ft. RIHANNA - The Monster 
"I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed. Get along with the voices inside of my head..And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy.."
3) PINK - Split Personality 
"Tell me what do they see when they look at me..Do they see my many personalities?"
4) EURYTHMICS - I Love To Listen To 
"I love to listen to Beethoven..."
5) EMAROSA - Utah
"Let me fight! Let me fight!Let me fight! and pull away from you!"

Now you all know a bit more about Multiple Personality and how trouble it is living with the condition.. #SupportDID👌

Dark Reality about Humanity (must read for the undiscovered truth!)


DARK REALITY ABOUT HUMANS:
In 1 of every 200 people that you've ever met is secretly a Psychopath.. And thats the percentile of us them amongst humanity.
BUT!
In 1 of every 100 people that you've ever met is secretly a Sociopath.. And that's a dark reality you have to face because Sociopath is far more worst than Psychopath, they can easily go undetected within us humanity and their percentile is much more higher than Psychos..
There you have it!!
*Even Psychos hate those Sociopath because they envy their cleverness to hold out 'the Secret' so good !!!!!!!!

DON'T YOU KNOW THAT THE MOON-CYCLE ESPECIALLY FULL MOON HAS AN EFFECT ON HUMANITY BEHAVIOUR & MOOD?


DON'T YOU KNOW THAT THE MOON-CYCLE ESPECIALLY FULL MOON HAS AN EFFECT ON HUMANITY BEHAVIOUR & MOOD? Police data supports the truth of that fact, more crime and mayhem erupting on nights when the moon is full. And the word ‘LUNATIC’ comes from the Latin word for moon – LUNA. In conclusion.. The Full Moon brings out "THE CRAZIES" to the limit.
And by the way, august 11, 2014 in indonesia hemisphere was a SUPER-FULL MOON EVENING of this year. - written by B.C. Stephen (from the data)

Life is a STAGE.. And we are the Actors


"Life is a #Stage.. And we are all were forced to be the #Actors.. So put your mask on baby! And start #acting out the way you wanted others to perceives you to be! It's all begins with an act, only then you'll surely achieve the realization of your #Dream.." - Words by one of my very #BestFriend rewritten by Me

Sharing today's Wise Words from the people for the people 😉. #Cheers 🍷

Wise word from 2 wise people for tonight


"For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and everyone who humbles himself will be exalted" - YESHUA HAMASIACH 👇

👆 "All phenomena are impermanent, therefore clinging & aversion only bring suffering" -BUDDHA

🙏🙏

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

ARE YOU or HAVE YOU EVER MET A HISTRIONIC PERSON?


ARE YOU or HAVE YOU EVER MET A HISTRIONIC PERSON?
You might have or haven't but you just not realized that someone in front of you is a Histrionic person,
or maybe You! 
Yourself is a Histrionic..
Whoever knows, so here's the basic things you need to know about HISTRIONIC PERSONALITY DISORDER(HPD).
The word Histrionic itself means "Dramatic or Theatrical",this disorder is more common in women eventhough some men suffers from this also. HPD people self esteem depends on approval of others, they always want to be the center of attention, an overwhelming desiree to be noticed & admired by others. They often do anything to get everything..say like being a "DRAMA-QUEEN/Queen-Bee" sort of type, even behave inappropriately & Anti-Socially to get the attention.
ATTENTION&ADMIRATION are all that matters to them! They often behave seductive and flirtatiously, their emotions keeps changing over JEALOUSY about others fame, low tolerance of frustation, low-level empathy, easily bored by routine and skipping things.

ARE YOU A HISTRIONIC???? ;)

Friday, June 13, 2014

Something Wrong in Me (Poem)


.Something wrong in Me.

Me.. Myself..
Speaking about my secret..
I am Super Rich..
I am quite handsome..
I am Stylish & Fashionable..
I am easy-going & Friendly..
It sounds like i am almost perfect right?

Then..
Why still i couldn't have a relationship with a Girlfriend or Boyfriend??
Is it because i don't have interpersonal skill?
Is it because i have a low level Empathy?
Is it because so hard for me to understand the emotion of other human?
Is it because some of 'us' inside me are Psychopath??

There's obviously something wrong inside of me..

I'm obviously not a Sociopath coz' i have the need to "show off" something weird or abnormal.. One or more of us is a Psychopath.


Friday, May 2, 2014

UNDERSTANDING THE 6 FACES (PERSONALITY) OF BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER (BPD):


UNDERSTANDING THE 6 FACES (PERSONALITY) OF BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER (BPD): 

When you're having conversation with a person who has BPD, it feels like you're having conversation with more than one person..One minute they are angry/screaming/happy/euphoric at you and next minute they are sad and pessimistic or even crying..The person with BPD is possible to have many mood swing within one conversation..
The phase is called schema mode or THE(usually only 6, can be more, possible) 

6 FACES of Borderline Personality Disorder: 
1) Detached Protector/extremely closed or INTROVERT FACE 
2) Abandoned/Abused Person/VOID FACE
3) Angry/Impulsive Person/PSYCHOPATHIC FACE
4) The Punitive Parent/Sad/PESSIMISTIC FACE
5) Extremely happy or Energetic/ EUPHORIC FACE
6) Healthy Adult (MOST NORMAL FACE).

And its possible for BPD person to switch back and forth from those 6 main face.It all happens in like a glimpse of second when the person is not stable enough.

#PleaseHelpBPD!

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Beautiful World - Benaya Curiosa (Poem/Lyric)


BEAUTIFUL WORLD
by Benaya Curiosa

I'm starring up into the sky
looking out into the Night.. lonely.. Desolation..
I'm looking into the stars
Covering up the darkest night
Alone.. Emptiness..
Remembering the story of
A fake beautiful world
Heavenly.. Heavenly..

And
We only wish for a..

Beautiful World....

Morning light a dirty air
Such a dirty waste
Of nature.. A broken world..
The cries of humanity
Mourning their failure
Indonesia.. Such a failure..

We only wish for a..

Beautiful World..

We only wish for a..
Beautiful World.

Monday, April 14, 2014

Don't Take Someone Else Moodiness Lightly! (Bipolar Info)

DON'T TAKE MOODINESS AS A JOKE


Guys, if you know someone whether its your family, friends, spouse, bestfriend, etc with heavy Mood-Swing.. Please please please i beg you guys don't take this lightly.. Coz' they could be a Bipolar person. And those who have Bipolar should be treated and supported very cautiously or you could ended up losing them.. ps:THIS IS SERIOUS

Please always support those person with Bipolar (extreme mood-swing) as they need your cheerish support and happy environment for they to live on..Don't ever joke about their moodiness as because they never lie about their mood condition (its how their brain works and treatment for sure could make their brain more stable and healthy,hence good Neurologist,Psychiatric,&Psychologist could always help them).
Please Please guys don't take Bipolar as a Joke and Lightly,don't you feel shameful to think this case as a joke?? only if you are a sociopath if you ever think this case as a joke coz you have no EMPATHY towards other human being! 


if you knew someone with Bipolar,please support them to live their heavy life.. Or you could ended up losing them forever. 

So please do always support BIPOLAR SUFFERER

PS: The writer is Bipolar sufferer too since writer a child, and now already being treated for better life, this is writer's personal experience.

My 2014 Target!!

1. Get Anorexic (at least till 65 kilos)
Sample Pic:

2. Treat my hair
3. Facial Care
4. Make my hair and style like this picture:

5. Style and make up can be considered like the picture below also:


May i acquire my target within the middle of 2014. Spirit!!!!!

Monday, April 7, 2014

Is it wrong for being Pretty & Beautiful as a Boy?



Is it so wrong for being Pretty & Beautiful as a Boy?


Several years ago i questioned that "why Is it wrong, blamed,& shameful for being pretty and beautiful as a boy? Is it our freedom also to wear make up and being beautiful..? Not all boy being born to loved masculinity, sports, and machoistic.. Some of them have the tendencies of being touchy, feminine, and soft.. Its not because of weirdo or something.. Its just how their brain wired up since they were born.. Is it so wrong for boy to wish to become beautiful and pretty?? Why is it so wrong in the eyes of public if a boy loved make up?? Are we supposed to be equal men & women?? Then why i found unequality in our life?? If women were allowed.. Why men can't?? We (men & women) were created as equal as justice.. So it should be our freedom to act without the concern of others.. 

-The public accusation of beautiful boy is a non sense unless the boy being aggressive toward another men!
Period!-


                Dear Lavender's Writer


Saturday, April 5, 2014

First cuts after several years of uncut

5 Cuts in one week.. I'm back to the old time.. Couldn't take it no more.. Stuck within the wall.. Void.. Emptiness.. 

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Curiosa - "Disini" Lyrics/Poem

"Disini"

Terdiam ku sendiri..
Bersanding mimpi-mimpi..
Tak bisa ku mencoba..
Lupakan diri ini..

Bahwasannya kau menghilang.. 
Dari diri ini....
Tapi tetap kau mutiara ku....

Disini menunggumu..
Disini ku kan selalu..
Disini hadirmu.. 
Yang pergi tinggalkanku..

Terdiam ku sejenak..
Lupakan diri ini..
Tak bisa ku mencoba..
Lupakan dirimu..

Bahwasannya kau menghilang..
Dari diri ini..
Tapi tetap kau mutiara ku..

Disini menunggumu..
Disini hadirmu..
Disini ku kan selalu.. 
Menanti dirimu....

Love will fly away
And flies of love will always be.. 
Here.. In my arms....


Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Goodbye Forever Dear Lavender.. I'm moving on..


Dear Lavender..  memoirs entry:

All my reason to truly love a woman genuinely has already gone.. maybe forever..the only woman that ever made me fell in love has been taken away forever..and i just barely can accept the reality now eventhough she's been taken over by somebody in holy ceremony since last year.. December.. My eternal obsession..gone.. Yes, We're not meant to be together in this world..

"And there's nothing else i can really do at all.."

If i ever will love a woman genuinely in the future? hmm..i dont think so.. For how long i wouldnt? i dont know.. Since you, after you and in the future, to be honest im just simply faking it 'the love for some woman' for the sake of social normality.. 
just An 'A' or sometimes 'B'

Dear Lavender.. This is My last wishful thinking for you.. May you live happily ever after with your love of your life, the one that you choose.. And no matter what my heart is broken to pieces.. I still pray for the best of your life.. Best of luck And congratulation dear Lavender..

I lay down and buried my true heart for one woman and it's only you..
Goodbye forever Dear Lavender..May you'll be loved and happily ever after with your soulmate.. God bless you.

Remember when i gave you this song "A LETTER TO ELISE by THE CURE" to you a long time ago.. And this also happened to be my last dedicated song to you Lavender..
Deep inside, my love for you will never change forever my Dear Lavender..

I'm Moving on..
Goodbye Forever,
DEAR LAVENDER.. My Memories..


The Cure - A Letter To Elise:
http://youtu.be/-AUCSkHCrwY

Thursday, January 30, 2014

STEVOLOGY Episode 1 STREAMING NOW!!: DJ Software what to choose??

CONTROLOGY 101: DJ Software what to choose? (Ep.1. VIRTUAL DJ Overview)

| STEVOLOGY | "Where we talkin knowledge and stuff.."