Beautiful World - Benaya Curiosa (Poem/Lyric)

BEAUTIFUL WORLD

by Benaya Curiosa

I'm starring up into the sky

looking out into the Night.. lonely.. Desolation..

I'm looking into the stars

Covering up the darkest night

Alone.. Emptiness..

Remembering the story of

A fake beautiful world

Heavenly.. Heavenly..

And

We only wish for a..

Beautiful World....

Morning light a dirty air

Such a dirty waste

Of nature.. A broken world..

The cries of humanity

Mourning their failure

Indonesia.. Such a failure..

We only wish for a..

Beautiful World..

We only wish for a..

Beautiful World.

Don't Take Someone Else Moodiness Lightly! (Bipolar Info)

DON'T TAKE MOODINESS AS A JOKE

Guys, if you know someone whether its your family, friends, spouse, bestfriend, etc with heavy Mood-Swing.. Please please please i beg you guys don't take this lightly.. Coz' they could be a Bipolar person. And those who have Bipolar should be treated and supported very cautiously or you could ended up losing them.. ps:THIS IS SERIOUS

Please always support those person with Bipolar (extreme mood-swing) as they need your cheerish support and happy environment for they to live on..Don't ever joke about their moodiness as because they never lie about their mood condition (its how their brain works and treatment for sure could make their brain more stable and healthy,hence good Neurologist,Psychiatric,&Psychologist could always help them).

Please Please guys don't take Bipolar as a Joke and Lightly,don't you feel shameful to think this case as a joke?? only if you are a sociopath if you ever think this case as a joke coz you have no EMPATHY towards other human being! 

if you knew someone with Bipolar,please support them to live their heavy life.. Or you could ended up losing them forever. 

So please do always support BIPOLAR SUFFERER

PS: The writer is Bipolar sufferer too since writer a child, and now already being treated for better life, this is writer's personal experience.

My 2014 Target!!

1. Get Anorexic (at least till 65 kilos)

Sample Pic:

2. Treat my hair

3. Facial Care

4. Make my hair and style like this picture:

5. Style and make up can be considered like the picture below also:

May i acquire my target within the middle of 2014. Spirit!!!!!

Is it wrong for being Pretty & Beautiful as a Boy?

Is it so wrong for being Pretty & Beautiful as a Boy?

Several years ago i questioned that "why Is it wrong, blamed,& shameful for being pretty and beautiful as a boy? Is it our freedom also to wear make up and being beautiful..? Not all boy being born to loved masculinity, sports, and machoistic.. Some of them have the tendencies of being touchy, feminine, and soft.. Its not because of weirdo or something.. Its just how their brain wired up since they were born.. Is it so wrong for boy to wish to become beautiful and pretty?? Why is it so wrong in the eyes of public if a boy loved make up?? Are we supposed to be equal men & women?? Then why i found unequality in our life?? If women were allowed.. Why men can't?? We (men & women) were created as equal as justice.. So it should be our freedom to act without the concern of others.. 

-The public accusation of beautiful boy is a non sense unless the boy being aggressive toward another men!

Period!-

                Dear Lavender's Writer

First cuts after several years of uncut

5 Cuts in one week.. I'm back to the old time.. Couldn't take it no more.. Stuck within the wall.. Void.. Emptiness.. 

Curiosa - "Disini" Lyrics/Poem

"Disini"

Terdiam ku sendiri..

Bersanding mimpi-mimpi..

Tak bisa ku mencoba..

Lupakan diri ini..

Bahwasannya kau menghilang.. 

Dari diri ini....

Tapi tetap kau mutiara ku....

Disini menunggumu..

Disini ku kan selalu..

Disini hadirmu.. 

Yang pergi tinggalkanku..

Terdiam ku sejenak..

Lupakan diri ini..

Tak bisa ku mencoba..

Lupakan dirimu..

Bahwasannya kau menghilang..

Dari diri ini..

Tapi tetap kau mutiara ku..

Disini menunggumu..

Disini hadirmu..

Disini ku kan selalu.. 

Menanti dirimu....

Love will fly away

And flies of love will always be.. 

Here.. In my arms....

Goodbye Forever Dear Lavender.. I'm moving on..

Dear Lavender..  memoirs entry:

All my reason to truly love a woman genuinely has already gone.. maybe forever..the only woman that ever made me fell in love has been taken away forever..and i just barely can accept the reality now eventhough she's been taken over by somebody in holy ceremony since last year.. December.. My eternal obsession..gone.. Yes, We're not meant to be together in this world..

"And there's nothing else i can really do at all.."

If i ever will love a woman genuinely in the future? hmm..i dont think so.. For how long i wouldnt? i dont know.. Since you, after you and in the future, to be honest im just simply faking it 'the love for some woman' for the sake of social normality.. 

just An 'A' or sometimes 'B'

Dear Lavender.. This is My last wishful thinking for you.. May you live happily ever after with your love of your life, the one that you choose.. And no matter what my heart is broken to pieces.. I still pray for the best of your life.. Best of luck And congratulation dear Lavender..

I lay down and buried my true heart for one woman and it's only you..

Goodbye forever Dear Lavender..May you'll be loved and happily ever after with your soulmate.. God bless you.

Remember when i gave you this song "A LETTER TO ELISE by THE CURE" to you a long time ago.. And this also happened to be my last dedicated song to you Lavender..

Deep inside, my love for you will never change forever my Dear Lavender..

I'm Moving on..

Goodbye Forever,

DEAR LAVENDER.. My Memories..

The Cure - A Letter To Elise:

http://youtu.be/-AUCSkHCrwY