UNDERSTANDING THE VOID AND THE "CUTS" OF BORDERLINE(BPD) & PSYCHOPATH:

UNDERSTANDING THE VOID AND THE "CUTS" OF BORDERLINE(BPD) & PSYCHOPATH:

Some of BPD person (mostly just in 1 personality/phase) & Psychopath (almost all the time) have the tendency to feel the Void "emptiness".. And it all came so suddenly and unexpected.. They want to feel alive.. Want to feel something lively.. Want to feel the interpersonal emotion and empathy.. But they just simply can't (BPD in that special phase). So they have the tendency to go Sadistic (hurt anyone else,usually the needs of total control) or Masochistic (Self-Harm)..So for the 'CUTS'..The Masochistic tendency type..Its just simply they want to feel alive coz they couldn't..They simply live in the cage of VOID..It doesn't mean that they want to show off that they were scary or something, its just the way they coupe with the "Void" to stay and feel alive..

*ps:only cutting and write the name of your loved one..It doesnt mean that youre BPD or Psycho,VOID IT IS!

-ONLY TO STAY & FEEL ALIVE-

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10 Reasons to Stay Alive!

10 REASONS TO STAY ALIVE ! (SUICIDE PREVENTION TIPS):

1) There is always a reason to live.It might not be clear right now,but it is always there

2) If you believe in heaven, you will never go to heaven or at least you are in the most difficult position to get a ticket to enter the heaven

3) If you believe in Reincarnation,your next life would be much more worst than the current

4) I Love Myself.Even if only one person loves you,&that is yourself..that's still a reason to stay alive

5) You won't be able to listen to music if you die

6) Finding your soulmate. One soul is a half of another..maybe now you still not meet him/her,but when the time comes, you would know for sure that the EMPTINESS would go away!

7) Proving people wrong with your success. Revenge! & they can Kiss Your Ass all that "humanity fucker"when that moment comes

8) Being able to help other people.Doing good Karma&Dharma.Everlasting Love

9) Seeing every single country in the world &its beautiful Beach &Sea

10)STARGAZING

Perfectionist Problems

Life is a Struggle for Dignity and Pride. Everything has to be Perfect. I don't like failure. I have to be Perfect. Don't everybody know how hard it is feel when everything according to my head has to be perfect? And don't you know how is it feel to fail if you are Perfectionist by nature (genetics)?

The Essence of the Middle Way explained

The Essence of "The Middle Way" is to understand that LIFE IS FULL OF SUFFERING. To life is to suffer.. To help others as much as you can.. even if you are suffering.. You're doing your good Dharma and Karma to get it back to you.. Life is a cycle of reincarnation and if you want to get out from the wheel of samsara then you must suffer, help others, and save your good dharma and karma. Therefore, by me doing full-fasting, it adds balance to the nature and its people.. Maybe will helps heal those who suffer by me GOING THROUGH SUFFERING. Willingness to suffer and do good things purely to others is the essence of goodness in become "Enlighten"..In other words i'm doing Good Dharma and Karma by Suffering from Food. And the nature will adjust itself to those who needs Health, help, etc because of my or one suffering affect Nature's balance. Bla bla bla bla bla im sleepy but cant sleep so i wrote to cheering up myself.... #sleepwriting

Journey to be a better person

Journey to be a Better Person:

I'm glad if i could help people without expecting anything back in return. May my dedication to the nature will help me gain good karma through life. This Today morning will be one of many step for my better future.. Set my goal! Concentrate and do well.. 100 IBT is the target! Concentrate and Perfect!

5 SONGS I FIND SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER a.k.a. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY (SPLIT PERSONALITY):

5 SONGS I FIND SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER a.k.a. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY (SPLIT PERSONALITY/KEPRIBADIAN GANDA):

1) MORRISSEY - Alma Matters 

"Because to someone, somewhere, oh yeah..Alma matters In mind, body and soul In part, & in whole.."

2) EMINEM ft. RIHANNA - The Monster 

"I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed. Get along with the voices inside of my head..And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy.."

3) PINK - Split Personality 

"Tell me what do they see when they look at me..Do they see my many personalities?"

4) EURYTHMICS - I Love To Listen To 

"I love to listen to Beethoven..."

5) EMAROSA - Utah

"Let me fight! Let me fight!Let me fight! and pull away from you!"

Now you all know a bit more about Multiple Personality and how trouble it is living with the condition.. #SupportDID👌